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KENNETH'S THOUGHTS. READ, ENJOY, BUT I WOULD HAVE TO KILL YOU AFTER THAT. KIDDING.
Haven't been updating my blog recently, i so busy with the activities in school. I'm entering the 3rd week of this term. My time is getting shorter and shorter, the fear of failing my exam just rush through my brain everyday, however the obligation i layed on the court still gotta continue on.
Now it's really all about managing my time, i'm caught in the middle of a religous choice. A path of christian or to remain as a free thinker. Till now i still can't make a choice. Haiz thats it for this post.
The taste of life is getting more and more bland. However it's really gonna get bitter very soon, not many days left before the prelim and major examination, that day is gonna come. It 'll all come down to hardwork to determine if we're gonna stay.
I'm just totally bored now, nothing to do. So i thought about blogging. Nowadays i'm feel more and more trouble. It's just seems like i lost the meaning of life, i'm just wasting time, wasting my youth.
Life is getting tasteless, time is wasted, friendships are broken, how ever memories still remain. How i wish i could turned time back? Living life to the fullest, making the friendships even stronger ? It's not possible, what done has been done and i can't reverse the process. It's time to see the world in such a way that you gotta lose some just to gain some. I don't know why but it just seems like i'm looking at my life from a different prospective, regreting things which i ever said or done. Anyway here i will cherish all my friends and memories which i bear, even those who i might not contact again, i will not forget you.
Peace Out
Kenneth
Memories of you still remain in my mind.
Feeling for you has faded bit by bit .
From the day i said my last good- bye,
My heart , my feeling for you have died.
No matter how painful it is,
I had taken out the guts to forget about you.
From the day onwards, even in the future.
To me you will always be a stranger.
I'm sure you will forget me too.
The damage you inflicted on me,
will soon to be gone, with another sweet heart,
who's gonna heal my heart with care.
Another chapter of my life is gonna start soon.
Your message that day, cleary shows your reason,
Although you're a stranger to me, but i still lay my promise to you.
That i will study hard and get in my dream school.
But if were to ever accidently meet you, even if it's fate or destiny.
I will escape away from you, is not that i hate you, but you are the very last person
i wanna see before i leave this world.
The glass which i thought was mended, with intense heat.
Still has a fragment and the fragment is that i haven't forget you ,
But i will ensure that the fragment will be mend and i will get on with my life.
I;ve made a choice to say good-bye to you,
no matter how much i'm gonna miss you,
I will not regret my decision as i know there will be a better guy,
who will wait for me and like you the way i did.
Kenneth
Peace Out
Hahax, it's been like 2 week eversince i last created a post on my blog. Well, been very busy lately with exams going on and stuff. Foutunatley the Mid-Year exam is over, well just gonna focus on the major one at the end of the year.
Let me tell you about what happen today, erm ... strange enough i went for a jog with Alan and Wilson, it was exhusting. While running, my back muscles hurt real bad. I think it's because i haven't been running for quite some time. After running, we went to play basketball, it's just amazing the way i handle the ball,knock down 20 footers and stuff. Well just shots after shots, I think that my skillls are on a higher level right now, but i'm not sure if there's still a vaccant postition in the Paya Lebar team, as i haven't attended the training due to the mid years.
When i got back home, i just took a break and stuff. But one thing really bothers me, I'm really worried about Finna. She told me that she might be diagnose with some sort of sickness as she gonna collect her medical report on monday. She sounds totally about life, what happened to her ? Kinda miss her, just wondering how's she ?
Around the later part of the afternoon, Darren came to my house. We played a couple of NBA ballers 'phenome'. He's was T-Mac and I was Kobe, hahax. The best tag team, wooots. Then there was me playing against Darren, I totally beat the crap out of him. Muhaha.Around 6 he decided to left, so we went to Potong Pasir. Had a match with some guys then we leave.
Well thats all that happen today.
Peace Out
Kenneth
Feeling totally beat now, had a crazy day. Today history paper was bad, i went in with a smile but came out with a frown. I had already memorise the points but why did i forget the last point at the last minute? So fustrating!
Well never mind, no point talking about the paper which has passed, anyway i'll just have to focus on the reamaining subjects. Tomorrow is my chinese paper 1, and i should be able to pass chinese with a breeze. Today after the history paper, i went to mac to have breakfast for information it was a huge bunch of us . Hahaha,after having breakfast we decided to play basketball however we can't borrow from the CC now, so i had no choice but to make the sacrifice of going back home to get my basketball.
After playing basketaball, Alan,Aw Wei Han and Darwin went to my house for a swim. Hahaha, it's really funny cause we pull Alan's swimming pants down, saw his ass, WTH. Hahha, sick. We got really tired and we decided to go to the gym. As me and Alan went to the gym, Darwin and Aw went to the toliet to change however Aw's underwear was missing, hahax, he thought he left them in my room as he changing in my room before we swam. We search high and low for his underwear but couldn't find it in my room. So he had no choice but to wear a Pe shorts i lend him.
However something bad occured when i got back into the gym while Aw continue to search for his underwear elsewhere around the pool, the rubber ball i brought down was caught in the running machine, I was really panic and terrifie, however darwin pulled the plastic which i thought couldn't be pull up and got the ball but it was inflated.
Spending an hour in the gym was boring, so we decided to head up to my house to have some fun playing PS2 and Com. But my parents were out and i didn't bring my keys, so i went to return to the CC to play basketball,had a number of games. This time i'm really determine, determine as ever to play basketball at a higher level. Really suprise that i have a chance to get in the paya lebar team, because there was only spaces for 3 16 years old. I will work hard in my studies and play hard on the court. I won't let you despise me again, you know who you are! I will show you that i can make it into SAJC .
Peace Out
Kenneth
Hiaz , got a earful by dad today. He's nuts, venting his anger all on me. This time he shouted at me because i didn't know about stuff of my handphone contract, it had ended. Haiz, well it doesn't matter anyway i'm gonna call up singtel on tuesday.
Totally bored, because of exams i have no choice but to not attend the Paya Lebar training T-T , wonder if i still stand a chance to make it into the team, but never mind i will still work really hard just to make it . Exams, the past paper are alright, english paper 1 and 2.
Well summarizing this week up, it was alright . I heard some truth when Darren told me so, therefore i will not let you look down on me, you know who you are. I went to Dobby with Vinson and JJ, around 4 plus i left to compass with JJ to meet his stead. He's a lucky guy however i'm not gonna forgive him if he hurt that girl.
Well to all who's having exam, make sure you guys do well for the exam. Especially, the person who's playing so much instrument in ur school, must work hard .
Hahax, hey guys heres my lastest post. Well i guess i should write about what happen last weeks and about today. Well starting from the basketball tourament held at Potong Pasir CC. That tourament was fantastic, because Team PL(Paya Lebar), there for i would anticipate for my on chance to play in such tourament as a player for PL. Despie the lost to Sukudai in the finals, it was a fantastic game however Team PP( Potong Pasir ) lost the game and came in last, such a pity and a fight almost broke out due to the unhappiness of the original Team PP player. Because Team PP don't have any basktball team, therefore those players from Team Toa Payoh South competed in the tourament representing Team PP . Hey all, just wait when i offically become a player for PL, must come and support hor!
About today, i went to study at Mac this afternoon, called Darren but he's having dinner with his family at 5, however at least JJ was free. So i spend 2 hrs studying english at mac while JJ play with the games in his handphone.So around 5 after i finish doing all the close passages in my ten year series, we went to Dobby. I bought a tapz card, finally . Although we wanted to play initial D, all the machines were taken up! Humpf. Then we got no choice but to go to parklane so that we could pratice. Had a couple of race however disappionting i lost 1 to JJ. But never mind, theres always failure and sucess.
Alright gotta stop here, wanna take a break liao. Still have to study my notes on english, exams are starting this week on wednesday. Arghh.....
Peace Out
Kenneth
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